Smile

When I alone, think of our moment,
I remember your smile
I remember your tear drop
and I remember it all

Every night when I have a dream,
I dreamed when we laughed
I dreamed when we cried
and I dreamed when we together

Every day when I go forward
I always smile although if I sad
I always think it'll be over
and I do it because you did that

and now..
I'll go forward without you
I'll keep smiling
I'll continue waiting
I'll waiting for our next moment
And smile to you..

Kisah Hidup

Hari lalu penuh kenangan
Kau bersamaku selalu
menerjang badai hujan hidup ini
tak pernah kau tingal diriku

Suka duka kita lalui
Pernah semangat ku patah,
tak pernah kau membiarkan ku
Kau membangkitkan ku dari keterpurukanku

Tiba saat hari cerah datang
Mendatangkan kesuksesan
Tak ada penyesalan hinggap
Hanya meninggalkan kenangan dulu

Namun, badai kan datang kembali
Ku ingin terus berjalan dengan mu
Entah bisa ataukah tidak
kebingungan menyelubungi ku

Bila jarak memisahkan kita
Ku yakin kita kan bertemu kembali
Ku tunggu pertemuan selanjutnya dan
meneruskan kisah kehidupan menjelang

Dissapear

One sunny day,
One cloudy heart
Life isn't always beautiful
But now,life isn't as beautiful as the past

Your figure is starting to disappear
Slowly disappeard to black
without a trace left
i want to cry as loudy as i can

When ? when will you come back ?
No matter how long..
I'll wait until you come back

Those precious moments
remind me of my best friends
Our stories,laugh , happiness
remember it makes me happy

I see you everyday in my heart
That make me smile everyday
You always encourage me when i'm down
my spirit never lost when i'm with you

Thanks for all you have done
What must i give to you in return?
I don't have money to give to you
I don't have something expansive

I can't give that and i don't want
I better give you my heart
I can give you smile and laugh
These all can't disappear from you
Just for you..

Siang gelap hampa terasa
kabut menyelimuti pandanganku
udara dingin menemani hatiku
kecewa melambai pada ku

ku menertawakan diriku
Tak ada senyuman tampak
hanya ratapan terdengar
diam sendiri menunggu nasib

Aku memang manusia bodoh
harapan ku buang jauh-jauh
kekecewaan adalah temanku
Sepi adalah sahabatku

entah sampai kapan si bodoh ini seperti ini

One night full of hatred
i lied down with Uncertainty
their shadows haunted my mind
tear stream down my eyes

Tonight i have done a big mistake
i think i don't need my friends
I tried to drive them out of my life
my anger over my mind

Now, i don't have a place to share
there's no one that hold my hand
no one can share laugh and smile
Just sorrow that i can see

That's the foolish thing i have done
I can't live alone
i can't be friend of sadness forever
i need my friends, i need you care

Sorry if i have wrong
i don't want to say good bye
i just want to be in your side once again
please , give that place to me

i have realized
friends are what i need in my life

Silent night full of fantasy
I close my eyes and wake up in my dream
i see everyone full of hapiness
smile and laugh are greeting me

It's different from the real world
Full of sadness, hatred,sorrowfull
when could my world be like in my dream?
i wonder if this can be real

i hope i can live in my dream
peacefull , hapiness , no sadness
this is the world i want

i hope everyone want..
want to change our world to be a peacefull world

Hal Tak Pasti

Sore mendung tampak suram
Awan hitam , langit kusam
Sekusam hati ku..
Tak ada harapan, itu lah aku

Hujan mulai turun menamaniku
Turut menangis hatiku
Indahnya hidup tak kurasa
Hati bagai di siram raksa

Harapan
itulah yang kubutuhkan
Tapi apa daya..
ku cari tak pernah tersedia..

Ku hanya diam membeku
menunggu nasib yang tak tentu

Perpisahan

Waktu berjalan terlalu cepat
Perpisahan menampakan dirinya..
Cepat, terlalu cepat
haruskah ku salahkan waktu?

Perpisahan..
Aku takut menghadapinya..
pikiran ku terombang-ambing
Apakah aku harus sedih?
Ataukah har senang?

Sedih.. ya,memang sedih
mereka yang menemani ku..
mereka semua berpisah dengan ku

Senang.. ya,memang senang
Dengan perpisahan,
kita dapat di kenang mereka..

Tetapi yang mana..
Terlalu berat untuk ku pilih

Mungkin aku terlalu bodoh,
karena hanya ingin memilih satu..

Bisa.. ya,seharusnya bisa
Aku bisa mengambil kedua nya..
hanya kemauan yang tak mengizinkanku..

By:ChR~♫

I'm not perfect

friends
I know i'm imperfect..
how hard I try,
I can't be perfect

I have a pair of hand
With my hand, i can hold you
But I can't hold you hand forever..

I have ears..
With my ears, i can hear your voice..
But I can't hear you always

I have leg
With my leg, we can walk together..
But We can't walk together always..

I have eyes
With my eyes ,i can see you..
But I can't always see you..

I have a abillity
With my abillity,i can help you
But i can't always help you..

But,in my imperfections..
there is something special..
And this is

I have a heart..
and you'll be in my heart forever..


By:ChR

Falling in Love

i meet you..
it's not a coincidence..

i know you..
it's very important to me

i have been be friend with you..
i think it is a great gift

i have been be you best friend..
i appreciate it..

Then..

i'm falling in love with you..
i can't say any words about this..

i don't know when i get this feeling..
i don't know whether this is true love or not
i don't know what must i do now..

When night comes..
i always dream about you..
i can't forget about you every second..
When you go..
i feel something is missing..

Maybe you have been love others..
Maybe you just think we are best friend..
maybe you don't know what do i feel..

i just can wait..
wait for the uncertainty..

By:ChR

Distance..

i don’t want to separated from you..
I want you be in my side until the end..
I want experience this life as before..

But.. distance separated us..
I miss you.. miss you so much..
Everyday I think, when will we meet again..
I sure you’ll come back soon..
I’ll always wait you..

Distance..
I know distance separated us..
But our heart and our mind,
it won’t be separated..
no one can’t change it..

How long you go I'll keep wait..
How much I miss you I’ll wait..
How far you go I’ll wait you..
I’ll wait you till you come back to me..

I’ll wait you even though you never come back..
I’ll wait you here..
With love..

By:ChR~♫

This colourful life~

Give me Ur Opinion 'kay~

What a fantasy..
This life has a lot of colurs~
some of'em are bright..
and some..
Just make me sad.

Sometimes this life is unfair..
Giving me this suffering inside.
make me sick.

But hey, there's hope..
Look around you.
and tell me~
What did you see ?

Its Ur nice and kind friends..
Supporting you till the last breath..
maybe you can even be closer yes ?
they are nice, y'know..

Don't waste them..
You have to give them the bright colours..
not the dark~

^^~ moral lesson : FRIENDS R IMPORTANT !!!!

By: Theo

We always be loved

Alone..No Love..
I think there’re no one that love me..
Hatred.. Full of sorrow..
That are always be in our mind..

there’s no one that love me..
Love is bullshit !
I never feel the love..
Everyone just think about theirself..

That’s my opinion about love in the past..
But now.. I realized that’s all wrong..
I know we always be loved by someone..
Maybe we don’t know who..
Maybe we don’t see it..
But chase it.. feel it..

Love never disappear..
They always be near us..
We just don’t see it and run from it..
We just don’t want looking for it..

Your friends.. Your family..
They are love..
Although distance separate us..
It’s not a problem..
They always in our heart forever..

We always be loved..
By:ChR~♫

How it is? give your opinions please.. :D

Memories..

Memories..
they are difficult to forget
But..
they are also difficult to remembered

Memories..
They are difficult to forget..

I remember the first time that we met
I remember our precious moments..
I remember all..

Your kindness made me happy..
Your wisdom made me amazed..

Memories..
They are difficult to remembered

When I’m sad.. I come to you..
When I’m happy .. I share it to you..
When I afraid.. you cover me..
But when you’re have a problem
I can’t do anything..
But.. although I can’t do anything
You always says
“I’m proud of you..”

Memories..
I want to meet again with you..
But , I can’t..
I can’t tell you who I really am..
I’m just a person who always wear a mask..

Every day i met you..
Everyday we talk each other..
But..
it was all a charade.. I can’t open my mask

in the past..
I used to wear a mask..

Now..
I decided to be friends with loneliness..

In the future..
I hope I can open my mask..
And meet you once again..
Without a mask..

by:ChR~♫

I Love Rain

Rain..
It’s remind me of sorrow..
It’s remind me of loneliness..
It’s like tears of sadness..

Thunder roared like my heart..
It express my sorrow mingled my anger
Water drops like my feeling..
It fade away slowly..

Rain..
I like you in the middle of my hatred..
Do you know why?
Because i think we have the same things..

When dark clouds began to come..
It’s like my confusion..
When it started drizzling..
It’s like my sadness come..
And when you’re raining..
I’m crying because my sorrow..

Rain..
I can’t held to not cry..
I can’t let people see me cry..
I don’t know how..
But you give me answer..
Your water hide my tears..
That’s why I like you rain..

By:Chr~♫

=D What do you think ?

Friends..

Tonight I feel so sad..
only the rain that accompanied me
Tonight I fell my heart like sliced
There’s no one I can share my feeling

Where’re my friends ?
Where’re people that I love ?
Where’re someone that can be near me??

I asked the moon, but there’s no answer
I asked the stars ,but they just keep silent

Where do must i ask ?

I feel so sad and lonely…

My tears are drizzling
I scream to the night
But I realized..
Everything I do are all useless

You’re all go and left me behind..
But why..
Why do my memories about you all don’t left?
Only our memories remainds..

I tried to left behind my memories
But it does not change the situation
It only remind me of you all

I pray every day..
when my prays will be grant ?

I don’t need a perfect friends..
I just want friends that accept who I am
I just want friends that loves me..

Hey friends...
do you hear my prayer?

By:ChR~♫

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SR ? What's that?

SR is a group called †•SouL ReapeR•†


Now the group have 13members.. maybe will add more members.. :D

Yeah, this introduction isn't important.. Lol

So, do you know why i build this blog?

i want to share my poetry and others SR poets..

I hope you enjoy with this blog.. :D